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Peter Heller

Fiction 2021 | 257 pages

25-year-old Jack leaves his father's ranch for a job as a fishing guide at an upscale resort, Kingfisher Lodge, on pristine river waters in Colorado. Dealing with grief over the loss of his best friend, Jack knows he finds solace, relief, and serenity whenever he stands in his waders and fishes. And what a gorgeous place to be able to do so!

Except, upon his arrival, he begins to question his decision. The lodge sits behind a locked gate, surrounded by barbed wire, and a sign that shouts "Don't Get Shot!" There are hidden cameras everywhere ... on a bridge crossing the river, fastened onto trees in the woods, even in Jack's cabin. He is assigned as a guide to a well-known singer, and his job is to carry her gear, set up her line, and find the best trout he can for her adventure. And then ... a human scream pierces the night, death is revealed, and Jack comes to realize that his lodge, a respite for wealthy clients during the time of a pandemic, may be a cover for a way more nefarious operation.

This is a wilderness story, a mystery, and a love story. What could be better? Heller’s writing simply astounds me, especially as he writes about fishing, I am not a fly fisher-woman, but Heller’s vivid description of the sparkle of the river, the beauty of the surrounding land, and the excitement of the chase, once you have a trout hooked, is spellbinding! He also paints a vivid picture of our two main characters, Jack, and his singer-star client, Alison K. And the mystery pulls you in … where are those breakfast trays going, and why is there a young girl in a hospital gown fleeing on the road? And what about the boot in the dirt, that disappeared?

The Guide is a selection in our local county library’s annual community read (they selected four books this year). I can see why! Over the last few days, I carried this book with me, and was eager to find moments to read a few pages or a chapter. Delightful!

I heartily recommend The Guide.

January 2023

Interbeing

January 2023

Thich Nhat Hanh

Nonfiction 2020 (fourth edition), 182 pages

There is an apple sitting on my counter. As I look at it, if I bother, I can envision the interconnection of this apple. I think about the person at Whole Foods who piled it attractively. Was it the handsome guy with the beard, or the woman who is often grumpy? I imagine the truck driver who brought the apple and a myriad of other fruits and vegetables to the loading dock. Then I travel back to the person who picked the apple. The apple itself was fed by the rain and warmed by the sun. The tree on which the apple grew has deep roots into the earth to tap the nutrients there. The squirrel or pica consumed a seed and dropped it where it took root and apple tree grew (or maybe a human planted it there). And, if this is not enough, think about the path and the people involved in making the box that the apple was shipped in. Think about the origins of the truck and the metals and the fuel that brought the box that carried the apple.

This is all the concept of interconnection, and I became very aware of it by reading Braiding Sweetgrass, by Robin Wall Kimmerer. (Please check out my blog posting). Interconnectedness among native populations is (author not identified): "This all-encompassing world view embraces the idea that people are tightly connected to their communities, to their ancestors, to future generations, to the lands on which they live and to all of the animals, plants and even inanimate objects that reside on these lands."

I was delighted to discover a similar concept in my research on Buddhism. Thich Nhat Hanh coined the term "Interbeing" and although similar, it is not quite the same. This book, Interbeing, gives you a sense of what all this means in Buddhism ... all fourteen mindfulness components, including Freedom of Thought, Awareness of Suffering, Taking Care of Anger, Right Livelihood, and ten others, Thich Nhat Hanh turns this concept into something complex and diverse. And thus, this can be an interesting, useful, and educational read. Pages 29 - 84 explain and teach about the 14 “trainings.” This is where the wisdom is. These pages are preceded by 48 pages of introduction and context setting that doesn’t say much, and the last large section is irrelevant to new learners as it is about the Order of Interbeing ... the structure and the organization that is dedicated to understanding, educating, and revising the mindfulness trainings.

Hahn has a delightful, engaging tone. I understand he is wonderful to listen to. AND, I now know just a modicum about Buddhism; just barely enough to begin to have an opinion. And my present opinion is, "My goodness, so many people/Buddhas have made this all very complicated and complex!" So far in my learning I have read about Four Noble Truths, the Eight-Fold Path, 14 Mindful Trainings, Ten Precepts, Nine Virtues, Three Sins, Five Powers, and 31 Realms. As with every Buddhist book I have read so far, Interbeing loses a lot of meaning when the teaching is made so complex and non-memorable. Another case of a large amount of filler to turn a simple concept into a book. So, enjoy the middle of this book if you wish!

January 2023

The Night Watchman

January 2023

Louise Erdrich

Fiction, 2022, 451 pages

Louise Erdrich has written 28 books, and won a Pulitzer Prize for this novel, The Night Watchman, based upon her own grandfather's life, who was in fact, a night watchman, and fought against Native dispossession in 1953.

Thomas Wazhashk is the night watchman at the first factory located near the Turtle Mountain Reservation in rural North Dakota. He is also a Chippewa Council member who is trying to understand the consequences of a new “emancipation” bill on its way to the floor of the United States Congress. The bill is actually a “termination” bill that threatens the rights of Native Americans to their land, their cultures, and their identity.

Patrice, trying to overcome her childhood name of Pixie, works at the plant also. With a devastatingly alcoholic father, and a delightful mother, Zhaanat, Patrice works both hard and competently. She takes a short leave from work to attempt to track down her sister Vera and Vera’s baby, who have disappeared. Patrice travels by train to Minnesota, where she immediately is thrust into a world of exploitation and violence and endangers her life.

Before the story is complete, a number of the significant characters make their way to Washington DC on a three-day train trip, to testify to Congress against The Termination Act of 1953.

One reviewer described this book as “a mosaic of voices.” An apt phrase! Yes, there are many characters (I sought out and downloaded a character list), and they DO create a mosaic, because no two are alike. They each have their own personalities, quirks, views, and histories.

Erdrich is an elegant writer. I enjoy her words, phrases, sentences, and flow. I believe she did a phenomenal job with the development of the main characters (something I often grouse about in my blog postings, eh?) ... Thomas, Patrice, Zhaanat, (even the ghost, Roderick) and a few others. But the novel won three hearts from me because I felt the story was disjointed. At times it was hard to follow. At other times, it simply didn't flow; it was choppy. Great writing, great characters, troublesome plot line. It is a good thing for Ms. Erdrich I am not on the Pulitzer Prize selection committee! Ha ha!

All in all, I suggest you read The Night Watchman and form your own opinion. I don’t think you will be disappointed. This is our January book club read, so I look forward to a juicy conversation!

January 2023

The Hour of Land

Terry Tempest Williams

Nonfiction 2016 | 400 pages

Terry Tempest William's writing is gorgeous, literary, torturous, visual, revealing, thought-provoking, sweet, humorous, powerful, inspiring, inciting, creative. This book portrays her personal reactions, responses, and thoughts about eight of our National Parks, two National Monuments, one National Seashore, one National Military Park, and one National Recreation Area. She inspires us to visit, protect, and preserve these national treasures, and understand what they represent for our future, if we are to be an environmentally healthy planet.

I am biased. Canyonlands National Park is my favorite wilderness in this country. But what she writes! Oh my! This chapter is filled completely with letters she wrote to the likes of Edward Abbey, John Wesley Powell, Sally Jewel, Tim DeChristopher and numerous news media editors. Here, Williams gives us an intimate view of her values and principles and how this parks entices them.

A few chapters earlier, she shares Big Bend National Park with us through the lens of 13 colors, among them are purple, blue, red, and pink. Clever; engaging.

You should read this book if you love literature. You should read this book if you are inspired by our National Parks. You should read this book if you have any interest at all in protecting our environment. I received it as a gift from Thom 18 months ago and wish I had not put I on the "to be read" shelf for so long. It is a stunning piece of literature.

December 2022

Dahlias

Women Who Run with Wolves

Clarissa Pinkola Estés | Fiction, 2009

2 hours, 18 minutes

I like Estés style! She tells stories and fables, and the interprets them in Jungian archetypal terms, with an accessible lightness. She is not heavy, heady, or didactic.

I found these stories to be meaningful for my younger self, as they focus on discovering one’s power, identity, and freedom. Still, they are interesting to listen to.

I am QUITE looking forward to listening to a Christmas gift from Thom that has not arrived yet, by the same author: The Power of the Crone. I anticipate Estés will be sharing with us tales that speak more to the older woman.

December 2022

Fairy Tale

Stephen King

Fiction 2022 | 608 pages

Once upon a time there was a 17-year-old boy named Charlie. Charles Reade, actually. His mother dies in a terrible accident when he is seven, and his father turns to drink, but Charlie grows up to be a good, strong, clever young man. He promises God to do good as recompense in exchange for his father's sobriety. Which, yes, happens. Charlie then saves his neighbor from a fall off of a ladder, grumpy old Mr. Bowditch, who has an equally elderly dog named Radar, and a crumbling old house. The first half of this long book is a delightful story about Charlie, his father, Mr. Bowditch, and Radar.

And then Mr. Bowditch dies and all is revealed about how he can afford his considerable medical expense. Out in his back shed is the entrance, long and steep, to another world, where gold pellets flow freely. Upon his death, Mr. Bowditch explains about this world and tells Charlie how to get there. He is especially interested in convincing Charlie to go, because there is a sundial there that, when spun backwards, can revert someone who stands on it, to an earlier stage in their life. Both Mr. Bowditch and Charlie want the German Shepherd Radar to take a spin on the sundial, as he too is dying.

Still fun, yes! Soon we enter this other word, Empis, where its citizens suffer from a disease called “the gray” that slowly and brutally turns their faces into misshapen mounds of gray skin. Charlie has many adventures and meets some very interesting characters who have lost much of their faces and often a sense – sight, hearing, eating, etc.

The Guardian and others call this book “terrifying.” I am not certain I would have read it, if I had read these reviews first.

After Charlie and Radar travel deep into this land where evil creatures have overtaken the society and created the gray, depression, foreboding, and poverty, Charlie is thrown into prison. Here is where the 200 pages of terror begin. The story here is brutal and murderous. Even though I found this section of the book repulsive, still, I kept it at four hearts. The tale is amazing, and woven throughout are stories, references, and metaphors that hearken back to numerous fairy tales. Again fun!

With a grain of salt, and a bit of self-surprise, I recommend this Stephen King.

December 2022

Buddhism is Not What You Think

Steve Hagen

Nonfiction 2003 | 255 pages

I was quite disappointed in this book, especially since I so enjoyed the other Hagen book I read, Buddhism Plan and Simple. I just don’t think there was nearly enough content to fill this book. I found it extremely repetitive. He says the same thing over and over, sometimes not even changing the words.

That being said, here are some of the gems I took from his writing:

Pg 40. It's better instead to just look at the situation you're in and see immediately and directly what's going on. If you do this honestly and earnestly, you'll see that you're already sustained, complete, and whole and that everything you'll ever truly need is at hand.

Pg 49. The Buddha pointed out that any idea of existence or persistence is faulty. But he also pointed out that any notion of nonexistent is also flawed.

Pg 65. Instead of just seeing, most of us most of the time search for a better idea, a more useful concept, a clearer explanation that will at last crack open the world for us.

Pg 66, 67. We overlook that we cannot have "off" without "on." We cannot have "this" without "that." In fact, no object can form in the mind without its very identity being wrapped up in all that it us not ... Nothing stands on its own. Nothing has its own being. Each thing is inseparable from, and inter-identical with, all that it's not.

Pg 80. The Buddha said that he taught only two things: dukkha--which can be translated as change, sorrow, loss, suffering, vexation, or confusion--and release from dukkha.

Pg 101. It doesn't matter what the activity is. If you really understand meditation, it can reach into every activity of your life, 24/7.

Pg 107. The Way – Truth, Reality, Enlightenment – is always with people. It's with you now.

Pg 123. So what is the most precious thing? It's not a thing at all. It's this very moment.

Pg 180. It is said that a Bodhisattva comes into the world forsaking understanding and being understood. This is true.

Pg 185. In this moment it is possible to realize that we do not need to understand, to be understood, to have the right idea. All we need to do is awaken to here and now – to stop jabbering to ourselves and be present in this moment.

There's nothing to prove, nothing to figure out, nothing to get, nothing to understand. When we finally stop explaining everything to ourselves, we may discover that in silence, complete understanding was here all along.

Pg 209. That this will never come again is what it actually means to be born again and again. We, and indeed the whole world, are born repeatedly, over and over, in each new moment.

December 2022

Major Pettigrew’s Last Stand